I can't deny that a certain book series basically gave me this idea.
I guess you know that feeling when everything just bubbles up inside you until you just explode or breakdown? Well normally for me that results in my appetite disappearing completely and feeling quite low or a full blown panic attack (well that got deep quite quick).
I've learnt over the past maybe 6 months that writing things out seems to help. Whether that be in a text to a friend or just in a post saved on my phone, turns out writing down what's racing around in my head actually helps me to calm down a little.
Now I'm a serious overthinker - I can thank anxiety for that one. Any little or insignificant change in a person or situation in my life and I'm instantly thinking over every possible reason for why - more often than not am I wondering whether or not I've done something wrong.
I've got some amazing friends and yes I can talk to handful of them about anything and everything but do you ever get the sense that you're driving them mad? Whether it's melodramatic drama or something serious, you still feel like you're bothering them and mentioning the same thing a few times is just making them annoyed?
So I thought, why not create my own little anonymous corner of the internet where I can talk about anything without worrying that I'm driving my friends insane. I know there's no-one reading this right now but if anyone happens to find my blog, hopefully you can relate to something I say and eventually we could all help each other.
Well I think that's all I've got to say right now.
Til' next time xxx
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